every time i ever said i want to die 
By Andrea Gibson
A difficult life is not less 
worth living than a gentle one. 
Joy is simply easier to carry than 
sorrow. And your heart 
could lift a city from how long 
you've spent holding what's been 
nearly impossible to hold.

This world needs those 
who know how to do that. 
Those who could find a tunnel 
that has no light at the end of it, 
and hold it up like a telescope 
to know the darkness
also contains truths that could 
bring the light to its knees.

Grief astronomer, adjust the lens, 
look close, tell us what you see.

Andrea Gibson